. Dream = Reality

生活中的真真假假...

Tsumaranai – mono

March10

Past the time of the month when I would feel like ranting about work.
All I want to say that I am achieveing towards a completely “work-life” balance.

Recently, life got slightly more interesting.
Introducing of “Kame” into the equation.
Life = (Kame +) Work
Been watching Cartoon Kat-tun on you-tube.

Recently found another Jap drama that I want to watch.
野ブタ。をプロデュース (Nobuta wo purodyusu)
Kame & Horikita Maki!!!!!
And Erika Toda too~!
I wonder why I haven’t noticed this drama before.

For anyone who is interested in creative agency, or love good graphics.
Try watching ‘Sapuri’.
It’s a very simple love story, but it has been one of my favorite Jap dramas.
=)

Jin + Kame

March7

i cant believe it..
i am actually attracted to pretty & younger guys..
whats wrong with me..
i’ve always thot that gals shld be pretty & guys shld be mature..
now my preference is towards handsome gals & pretty guys…
first is zhang yun jing~ she’s so cool, totally love her smile.
next is kame and jin~!!!!! they are so cute~! =)
Esp kame…

i am almost a kat-tun fan~
inspiration to continue learning jap!! X)

In loving memory of..

March6

i guess it is a feeling only shared by pet owners, or rather, lovers.
sometimes a dog can be closer to your heart than anyone else in the world.

because he is the only who will always be home waiting your return, the only who will greet you at the door, who will always listen to u, who will know when you are sick/happy/sad, who will trust and depend on you.
somehow u know that he is the only who will/is willing to understand.

Received the bad news via sms again.
I almost forgot the feeling two years ago when Johnny left.
A feeling mixed with sadness and guilt, that I was so far away when he left.
Home feels different, quiet… n deserted.
ちょっと寂しいかな~ジョンニーがいないで。。。部屋は静すぎる。

I could feel her pain.
But I could also feel that the pple around her don’t seem to understand.
He will always be part of the family.
At least he was already a cousin to me.

I hope that he would meet Johnny and Apple up there.. and live happily together.

Ineffective rants

March2

i feel depressed when the day or week is ending.

i dont know why i am working long hours.
yet..
internally… still owing everyone stuff.
externally… have to stab nice clients.
and to be labelled as ‘the auditor’

my quality of work sucks.
why haven’t they fire me yet.
oh yea.. cos i haven’t submitted the feedback forms.
i need to provide the gun for them to shoot.
but… if i evaluate my own work seriously..
i think my feedback for myself would already be a bomb..
maybe i should do that.. to evaluate myself based on my own expectations.

If the process is effective.
but the auditor is not.
so is the process still effective?

work = wait

March2

work.is.crazy.
but what frustrates is that there are just so many ineffective hours.
waiting.waiting.waiting.

i guess my frens will find me getting increasingly impatient.
my tolerance for waiting has been exhausted during work.

ヤマトナデシコ七変化

February28

- one of the nicer on-going comedy jap dramas
about 4 pretty guys leaving in the same boarding house, who were given the task of transforming a hikkikomori into a real lady.
a bit spooky at some parts with a lot of exaggerations.

adapted from anime.
people who loved dramas like hana yori dango and hana kimi would probably like this too~!

not a good drama for japanese learning though.
informal language spoken at high speed..

i thought one of the guys is really cute,
though the lead appeared, somehow, to be much more attractive.

already looking forward to the next episode! =)

戀愛星球人

February28

- last completed tvb drama

every tvb drama has a theme. and this one is about astrology and horoscopes.
if the horoscopes says that you and someone you like are not compatible, do you give up on that person?
does your zodiac sign determines your character?
i guess the moral of the story is just warning people against over-reliance on horoscopes.

a rather sad ending to a light-hearted story.
when a gal has to choose between a childhood best friend and a most compatible working partner, how would she choose? either way, she and her selected partner would have to lose a best friend.
when a guy has to win a gal over from his best buddy, what would he do?

typical drama would be..
- the guy chooses friendship over the gal, and start to push the gal around….
- or the gal chooses to not choose and decides to leave..

this drama is a combination of all the possible endings…

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A Serious Man

February28

a few months since i last stepped into the cinema.
expected that it would be a rather dark comedy.
the show was a bit of a disappointment.
everyone around the serious man seemed a bit dysfunctional.
i wonder if the story was told from the perspective of the serious man, hence from his point of view, everyone around him appeared to be a bit dysfunctional.
what is the story trying to say?
what’s the point of living a serious life, when things could go wrong anytime around you?
or… some questions are not meant to have answers, you just need to learn to live with/forget about the questions?
or…
the ending left me thinking though.. for quite some time, what happened in the end?
….

i should just stick to my romantic comedy…
nodame cantabile movie is coming soon!!!
=)

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生命中的一段小插曲

February28

真的不懂得怎麼跟你做朋友.
為甚麼你說的總跟你做的不一樣?
我看不清楚你在想甚麼. 跟你做朋友真很辛苦.
真的是我不了解你? 還是你不了解你自己?
也許我真的..從來都沒有,以後也不能,把你當朋友.
這樣想的我,真的不配當你的朋友..
很想像朋友一樣問好, 卻發現自己還沒有虛偽到那種程度.
還是當個路人甲比較舒服.

生命中的一段小插曲.
以後看到喜歡的人, 還是遠離一點比較好.

on a positive note, the crazy week is finally over.
and i have decided that my mood is going to change for the better.
i have been eating too much again.
my dad just exclaimed that i looked fatter.

..
.
damn.. is it a monthly eating disorder thing?

frens?

February23

i have had frens who taught me that frens can be conveniently dumped anytime…
i have had frens who taught me that if u dun need to keep in contact with friends that u will never meet again…
so what are frens for? … for the moment.. ?
maybe i understand..
and understanding makes it less guilty if i am doing the same subconsciously to pple whom i considered frens.
but reality is… if u cant do the same, u are out of the game..
just shows how superficially beautiful frenship is..
and if u look deep enough, frenship is ugly.

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